People I miss.
I miss my lil brother. I hope his test went well...
I miss my friends who are open-minded, tolerant, silly, dont think so much about what other people think about them, do crazy stuff, dont worry about their age or looks, understand and respect other cultures, are optimistic, and much more. Especially my friends in UVic, who made it really easy for me to click with them.
Sometimes you will end up with people who dont understand you. And are not willing to. Sometimes its you who dont understand them. I never said I am perfect. I know I am not. But I like living my life my way and so far it has been ok. I am honest and sometimes to direct. But at least I will tell you what I think and not do it behind your back, unless I think you cant take it or if I told you before and you didnt pay attention.
I came to the conclusion that I am not going to blog a lot about my experiences in Korea, when related to certain people I live with. It seems to be a problem for some of them. And I am sick and tired of changing my blog around...whatever.
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Right now I feel pretty worn out. I am sick and tired of everything I dealt with the last 2 months. I just want to be me and do my thing and if that is what people want me to do as well, then they should be honest enough to tell me. There has been enough talking behind other people's backs...things changed a lot around here.
My mom is back and it makes me sick how people think she is so great, after all that my family has been through. Somedays I really hate her. Its impossible to explain. You cant put 28 years of experience into a few lines. When she is around or when I know she is coming, I am not even myself.
Ha, killed another mosquito. Did you ever doubt I am a psycho. I didnt. lol ok fine, that sounds scary. I am exaggerating.
I had a great evening. Away from all the troubles. Went to visit my friend H-K, her lil cutie daughter and some of her friends, who are really cool (Ji-Young and Kyoung-Mi). Its good to make new friends. Olga went with me. I hope she had a good time, even though she was really tired and had to try DDOK, a traditional rice cake type-of-food ;) I hope my Korean will improve further and I can find true friends here. It seems a bit difficult after a certain level....but then...I have Ha-Kyung, H-K, Min-Jung, my family, didnt meet Se-Mi yet. And still need to go and meet the AIESECers....lots of stuff to do. And still so many places I want to go to. And so little time...*sigh*...oh well...I wish I'd know what I want.
I miss my friends who are open-minded, tolerant, silly, dont think so much about what other people think about them, do crazy stuff, dont worry about their age or looks, understand and respect other cultures, are optimistic, and much more. Especially my friends in UVic, who made it really easy for me to click with them.
Sometimes you will end up with people who dont understand you. And are not willing to. Sometimes its you who dont understand them. I never said I am perfect. I know I am not. But I like living my life my way and so far it has been ok. I am honest and sometimes to direct. But at least I will tell you what I think and not do it behind your back, unless I think you cant take it or if I told you before and you didnt pay attention.
I came to the conclusion that I am not going to blog a lot about my experiences in Korea, when related to certain people I live with. It seems to be a problem for some of them. And I am sick and tired of changing my blog around...whatever.
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Right now I feel pretty worn out. I am sick and tired of everything I dealt with the last 2 months. I just want to be me and do my thing and if that is what people want me to do as well, then they should be honest enough to tell me. There has been enough talking behind other people's backs...things changed a lot around here.
My mom is back and it makes me sick how people think she is so great, after all that my family has been through. Somedays I really hate her. Its impossible to explain. You cant put 28 years of experience into a few lines. When she is around or when I know she is coming, I am not even myself.
Ha, killed another mosquito. Did you ever doubt I am a psycho. I didnt. lol ok fine, that sounds scary. I am exaggerating.
I had a great evening. Away from all the troubles. Went to visit my friend H-K, her lil cutie daughter and some of her friends, who are really cool (Ji-Young and Kyoung-Mi). Its good to make new friends. Olga went with me. I hope she had a good time, even though she was really tired and had to try DDOK, a traditional rice cake type-of-food ;) I hope my Korean will improve further and I can find true friends here. It seems a bit difficult after a certain level....but then...I have Ha-Kyung, H-K, Min-Jung, my family, didnt meet Se-Mi yet. And still need to go and meet the AIESECers....lots of stuff to do. And still so many places I want to go to. And so little time...*sigh*...oh well...I wish I'd know what I want.
posted by Kimchi at 1:52 AM
1 Comments:
jenny,
it saddens me to read this entry because you don't sound like the jenny that we knew.. :) i just wish you're making the most of your time in korea. our lc has been really2 busy this semester with so much stuff happening and so many things to organize, thank goodness so far everything's going great and well. we miss you too! i wish we can have more time to talk...
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